Strange Mood and Loads of Food

Some days I feel like I don't know what to think, what to feel, what to say and who to call - because nothing feels right, but at the same time it doesn't feel wrong.. if you understand? It's not awfully strange if you don't, cause that makes us two. I'm like an empty shell for a day - two days tops. I call it my strange mood. My head shuts down and I sit there with my mouth agape catching flies - clueless. This is one of those days. It is so confusing, not knowing what to do - such distress! I hope for my mood to improve for tomorrow, along with the weather. I've had enough rain for a few years to go.. it's enough now! Perhaps it's mother nature's way of advanced payment? Get all the rain now and get brilliant sunshine later? Hope so!
Now, I'm gonna sit down and watch Paradise Hotel, and there's nothing anyone can say to make me feel bad about it - I already know it sucks. I've gotten sick again though, and my doctor told my to relax, so I will, yay. Well..., I want to work out too, so it'll be good to get well when the time comes - sooner rather than later!
As a treat for the sick patient my mum bought me my favourite food and a new book - Brida by Paulo Coelho (in English of course), and I really hope for it to be good. I've read a few pages in advance and it seems great so far! It's about magic and stuff - just my kind of book! Well, I'll tell you about it later!


Btw, I've a new idea for a story, evolved around this picture. It portays the first sucessful operation using anesthesia, which took place in 1846 in Boston. I'll tell ya about it later, if you want! : )

Song of The Day: Always Dirty, Never Clean by Anarbor

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